Grins And Giggles Chapstick

sorry girls.
think I will ever really read your blog but nn have the strength to leave comments.
because lately I've absent.
absent from my life.
leave to spend time saturating at most to things mechanical not preclude the use of brain . ... Otherwise
binges
and scary, really at the limit now.
and I can not allow this .
not want: '(
I can not find the words either .. x write me
burning stomach but I have a flat belly 7 days .. I do not think that or better food at mealtimes only think carefully selecting what to eat .. and well .. -4kg
I have not felt compelled ever-until tonight maybe disaster ,:(.. xk if I say today is the end of fasting :(..-
57.5 morning.
I can eat me I repeat.
and all week wrestling with the desire to fast at the moment by simply going out of that trance that has become my life and that during this period will not include food.
mechanically, xk is a necessity for living, eat meals.
the rest of the day I eat friends, laughter, entertainment, shopping ..
just that .. I
destroys having to waste my time when I'm alone . be away from my life to avoid the monster that took possession of what remains of it also.
are
exhausted physically and mentally.
tired, sad one.: (
'I seem to run dry'


you always think and there are always scusatemi.spero understand me: (
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