The other day I answered the call but then I ran away ... what an idiot I am. I have not even had that moment of emptiness that makes you think you know nothing ... my flight was totally unprovoked.
I feel like a total idiot.
I also "intelligently" Ext allucunante my father in a state, such as panic attack. so now I must go to him face to face to explain what the hell I'm combining and what the heck is wrong with me.
leaving tomorrow evening. strainfluenzata are also ... I cycle and ... really, I do not know what to do. with myself I mean.
me feel like shit for losing all these years behind a university that does not give me any satisfaction. I did spend money to my father. did not have the strength to change the city right on time.
at least a bit 'before. so I'm
just 5 years.
the point is that I know what I would do. but as usual I do not have the certainty of being able mathematicity ... also because the latest data in the study svluppi me is being seriously doubt be a little 'stupid. in the sense of really not very intelligent. series can not do it, do not get there. I do not understand. this thing tearing me apart inside. I feel so insecure.
I feel like a doll even beautiful and pure idiot.
better.
and I are still here that I think vorreiiscrivermi in psychology. ... but if I can not even enter the classroom for a review of sostenre cabbage! I'm really dying inside quend I think I'm still here. I have not even given examinations last year ... I feel like a shit seems impossible because they are too stupid to finish college ... and universities ... would be able to make a turkey.
sorry for venting ... but I feel really bad.
I'd love to be super smart ... but they are not. I can not even console vebbè thinking, at least I'm a big pussy.
'm just a poor girl.
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