the other day I was weighing 46 kg. sigh of relief. I'm starving, but in 6 days I lost 3 kg. I also cycle and then also to contribute. but I assure you that when I saw 49 on blanca I felt terrible. I still feel huge .... legs ... are so swollen with fat that when I think I start to blister ...
yesterday I did not think. I went out with lamia coiqui and we kill with laughter! We also talked about serious things. it was a nice evening. :)
now I have to put myself to study. and then go shopping for dinner tonight. is a bit 'of people ...-.-'
I feel full of contradictions. I try to be vegan but I can not quite ... the ever SOEs staff is vegan if you eat the pizza without cheese I'll take it, but if you are at someone's house I do not feel to say no. I come to have your cake nonnna not eat it. is that I did not want to argue with everyone on the food. are vegetarian because of this people I rmpe the balls until his death. I should be stronger and to be convinced vegan hundred percent. are not, and I hate myself for it. such as Fort abbastanz not to fast a whole day.
to study at least 5 hours straight like other college students ... I am not happy with myself. and are too prig to change. I hate myself for it.
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