I'm nervous. Too nervous. It makes me too nervous cry. And I be tempted to binge. So the only remedy is to leave home and stay out all day, even though I know that then and not a little quarrel with my mom. I hate this character in the heck, I get nervous too.
I want to lose weight and nothing else.
I just want to be perfect , and the rest I do not care a damn.
I want to be a butterfly, not an elephant.
I'm fat, I am disgusting and I do not even understand how to please anyone, as does Emma to be with me! What!
I would disappear every time I touch that touches me, every time I say I'm beautiful, that wants me. It should not be so, I should be happy every time he does it. But I can not, I feel like dying every time he does, I am disgusting and I can not stop me sick.
Your Michela.
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