tonight are returned from university it was time for dinner now. N aCasa was with his cousin and his friend ... what I talked a bit 'of posts ago. which is "the shit" while you open a profile on netlog that keeps me hidden for obvious reasons and I discover by chance .. etc.
boh .. as I have said and repeated so that the N has its faults and the things he did and not his friend.
I know that makes no sense and I would never tell him to stop seeing a person. at the same time, however, I realize more and more that confidence begins to dwindle.
such as tonight he was with his friends I've been a bit 'with the ever coinqui and then to the pc with my friend and my former town that now is like a brother for me and I to him.
then I called N and wanted to come and sleep with me. in the end I said I was not in a good mood I preferred that we were to see tomorrow.
translation, or rather what I actually thought that he had spent the whole evening to talk about me with his friend. and to conclude that he should show me the fuck does he / she likes. Series "I do cocks with my friends and then go to his house and me do this, because I'm a cool"
imagining this whole scene I is not coming at all want to be with him.
probably are just things I thought I ... but I just know that until a few months ago I never thought a thing of the genre for him. now I know ... I doubt you .... then few minutes ago I see that I hamandato a romantic song in private messages ... I feel like a bitch and then to have thought those things ... but then .... it is he who brought me to this ... uff what a mess ... I do not know what to think. what a mess ...
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