I want my willpower, the strength to fast, to see the weight down, to challenge the balance. I never want to escape, refuge in the room to cry, be afraid of that scale. I do not want to eat , I will no longer suppress the searing pain inside me. I want to be perfect, I want to be skinny, I want to be the person on the streets all turn to admire and say, "Damn, what a beautiful girl. Magra. Perfect." I want it all, and strength. I just need my self, I can do I . I know I can do. Today I avoid posting the DA, I'm ashamed too, but I promise, I swear to you that tomorrow things will get better. fasting tomorrow, tomorrow gym tomorrow, few calories and many consumers. Why do I do it, because all we can do it. Just really want. And I want, I want to be lean . Really.
Michela.
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