Greze for the advice:) I'll try to pull it the midst of doing something more constructive than watching TV. Although I'm getting the suspicion that the report is a little 'fraying in genral. I do not know ... maybe it's always the question of trust ... that well ... prorpio not that they have not been against it but ...
this afternoon for example, saw his friend ... the one with which it "crap" is all that does not see it because he had this influence is very heavy and has remained at home for a couple of weeks, just in time because things between me and No I come a bit 'right.
course I know who are friends and I can not avoid it or not see it anymore. But I do not know how to deal with this thing. because now he is well on my cock. nn and I'm glad to see him nor No but here I can do little. I see even less.
last night before bed I did not panic and I started thinking about a whole series of things ... my childhood, things I thought I do not remember ... Sapet when a thought leads to another and you seem to drown in that whirlwind of images sounds smells, and even this seems difficult. or better. impossible. intractable. I woke up this morning
cynical. Falicia without a shred of him. I feel a bit 'down ... even though I know that if I pull up trouble for the little good that I already have. and I block more and more commitments with university ...
for the psychologist I'm thinking. are always a bit 'fought. sometimes take me to think that yes, it is the only solution. cmq sometimes think it would be useless. No change nothing if not my portafloglio.
one hand could do me just fine but I solopaura staring to think about things that really is better if I forget. if I leave them there, and closed end. so even if I pull out what would change?
that sucks, I hate to be sad, confused, cynical ... especially on sunny days like this. sembraprimavera. instead of flowering and I always shut me more in my cocoon.
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